Third T Shot

Nothing to see nothing to report. I had my third shot of T on Friday 13th July 2012 and I will remember to not doing it standing up next time, my leg felt weird afterwards (but not bad). I chatted to the Dr about the in-between bleeding and he suggested some bloodtests before my next visit and uping the dose! I am unsure if I am excited or nervous. Do I want to go onto a full-dose? Well yeah ‘cos I am unsure if anything is going to change on the half-dose I am having every three-weeks. I wonder if I could stay on half-a-dose every two-weeks instead? Anyhow I have four weeks to do some investigation before my dose may be increased (with my permission of course). In three weeks I see the endo to see how it is all going and I can ask him what his thoughts and my options are.

I am not noticing many changes even though a few people have said I seem different and my voice at times is scratchy. I am definately noticing my voice sounding a little different, ‘downstairs’ growth and some additional strength. I am however battling tiredness and want to almost sleep for the few days after my shot. I am not extra horney but I definately enjoying the feeling of being turned-on and how it all feels. I am not however enjoying the two-weekly periods and in-between bleeding.

I’m feeling a little isolated again and generally am keeping to myself in-between work and hanging out with a few people. I am involved with the trans* and genderqueer community but am also isolated within it because I am not really talking to anyone about me within in. I am focusing more on other things such as work and just getting through each day without being too tired, but I am feeling the need to re-connect a little and touch base with someone who understand genderqueer. Time for a phone call and hot drink catch-up me thinks!