Category Archives: T

Low dose vs. high dose

I went to the Dr today to have a chat about my T levels since starting the upped dose of 200mg from my half dosage of 125mg. My last blood tests from Dec ’14 show that my testosterone levels are … Continue reading

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30 Day Genderqueer Challenge Day 20

How has your relationship with the cisgender people in your life changed? I am not sure that my relationship with the cisgender people in my life has changed that much, then again now I think about it I think it actually … Continue reading

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30 Day Genderqueer Challenge Day 18

What is your sexual and romantic orientations? Are they affected by your gender? Pre-genderqueer and T I identified as a lesbian/dyke and found myself sexually and romantically oriented to cis-women mostly, and the few trans* guys I happened to glimpse upon. Pre-testosterone … Continue reading

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30 Day Genderqueer Challenge Day 17

How has your relationship with yourself been affected since you realized you were Genderqueer? I was actually just thinking about this before I started work today. A few months ago I verbally removed myself from the lesbian community, saying I … Continue reading

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Started 200mg of T

I’m at work and I’ve just consumed a 375ml of Coke Zero and a snack pack of Barbecue Shapes. I started my 200mg of T today with the thought of trialing this dose for the next nine weeks. My expectations … Continue reading

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No tears genderqueer

I’ve just finished writing to someone on Livejournal who I’ve been corresponding with for a couple of months. I am so thankful for the few people who I am able to talk openly about taking T and being genderqueer, because … Continue reading

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Genderqueer is my lived experience

Interrupt me if you’ve already heard me saying this… I saw my psychiatrist a few weeks to a month ago. It was a catch-up from seix-months ago when I last saw him and not much was said really. I feel … Continue reading

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Questioning T

I missed the first FTM Shed gathering yesterday because I am still trying to get over my cold and was exhausted after attempting to walk around South Yarra, Prahan and Windsor. There was also a part of me that wasn’t … Continue reading

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T update

I am still on half a dose of Primoteston Depot 250 (injection) every 2-3 weeks. Please note some of the content may not be suitable for individuals under 18 years of age.

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Coming-out Interstate

I’m just back from five days interstate where I visited a good friend and his partner. While I had apprehensions about going up I’ve returned home calm, happy and relieved. I finally had the opportunity to tell him face-to-face that … Continue reading

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